Daddy

Dear Daddy,
I’m sorry for not being a perfect daughter. I’m sorry that I sometimes have an attitude.I’m sorry I’m not an angel. I’m sorry I make you mad at me. I’m sorry I don’t appreciate you as much as I should. I’m sorry for not always doing everything you want me to. I’m sorry I argue about doing things. I’m sorry for any pain Ive ever caused you. I’m sorry for not being the daughter you’ve always wanted. But I love you Daddy, you’re the best Daddy any girl could ever have. I understand that you'd tried to give me the world, eventho you can’t. I understand that you want to keep me safe, and you want me to be happy. I’m sorry I always manage to screw up. But oh well. I’m sorry Daddy, I love you. And i hope you to be as strong as you want me to be. I know you're strong daddy. Im sorry to hear that you're not happy with 'her' after all this while. After what she did to u. But, this is a test from Allah. You have to be strong dad. Things happen for a reason. And im pretty sure Allah has a better reason for this.
Love,
Your little Girl

Moving on

Now it is the right time for me to move on . Move forward and never look back . It is the time to leave all the sickness , all the bad habits , all of the crazy madness behind . It is the right time to change . To change . Yes . Pack all my beloging to move my big ass to that bloody annoying hostel erghh . I hv to do this . I MUST ! 3 sem je lagi tinggal . Cmon syue ! You can do it ! Study is your main focus now dear brain haha . Please please my lil scumbang brain .