'Sayang'

So macam mana hubungan kita boleh long last ? Entah aku pun tak tahu . Tapi keywords dia 'sayang' . Yes kalau sayang kita sanggup buat apa je . Betul . Kita sanggup go through almost everything ups and downs dalam rship kita tu . Niat kena betul . Rship kita mesti untuk kekal . Rship kita mesti wujud sebab cinta . Sebab sayang . Ingat rship bukan benda senang kita ambil senang kita buang . I date to marry . Bukan kata rship aku tak tunggang langgang . Ada . Tapi sebab sayang tu la yang buat kita sanggup tahan dan kuat untuk hadapi semua dugaan tu . Rship pun takkan jadi kalau bertepuk dari sebelah pihak je . Dua dua mesti kuat bagi kerjasama walau apa pun jadi mesti kena pertahankan hubungan korang sekarang ni . Memang ego . Salah sorang mesti akan ego . Tapi itu gunanya tolak ansur . Tuhan ciptakan pasangan tu -tive dan +tive . Gaduh memang akan gaduh . Boleh jadi gaduh sebab jauh , gaduh sebab rindu macam sebab lagi . Kritikal satu rship tu masa dah lama sangat hubungan tu bila masing masing dah terbiasa dan lupa untuk jaga hati macam masa mula mula bercinta dulu . Sayang , bukan sehari dua dah boleh kata sayang . Sayang sendiri akan muncul dan terbit rasa dalam hati . Dan lagi satu , hubungan tu akan jadi kuat kalau salah sorang sanggup untuk tidak melepaskan walau mcm mana cara sekali pun ! 'Sayang' Terima dia seadanya ..

Saka ph semenyih

Remember me
When the days are long
You must stay strong
Remember me
Remember the times
Remeber the rhymes
Friends,the stay together
But changes like the weather
Remember me
Before i die
Remember me
But please dont you cry
Remember the time we always shared
Just tell me youve always cared
Remember the time that we always had together
And remember we will always be bestfriend forever

Pergi,bila rasa ini perlu.Berhenti,jika terasa sudah melebihi.Kembali,kerana walau hati ini lelah tapi masih menanti.Kosong.Hati ni rasa kosong.Tak mampu.Tak terdaya lagi.Lemah.Lelah.Air mata kering,tiada nilai lagi.Bila berjanji,kau mungkiri.Berjuta maaf diberi,kau masih sakiti.Tiada apa yang berubah.Hanya menanti dan melihat apa yang bakal ku tempuhi.Bukan tak suka,jauh sekali benci,tapi kadangkala fedup lalu mendiamkan diri.Bila kita buat sesuatu,tak fikir baik buruk,tiba masa jumpa akibatnya,haa jangan ditanya kenapa ...

Cupcakes cupcakes cupcakesssssss ! I wish my upcoming birthday would be full of variety blue cupcakessssssss

Daddy

Dear Daddy,
I’m sorry for not being a perfect daughter. I’m sorry that I sometimes have an attitude.I’m sorry I’m not an angel. I’m sorry I make you mad at me. I’m sorry I don’t appreciate you as much as I should. I’m sorry for not always doing everything you want me to. I’m sorry I argue about doing things. I’m sorry for any pain Ive ever caused you. I’m sorry for not being the daughter you’ve always wanted. But I love you Daddy, you’re the best Daddy any girl could ever have. I understand that you'd tried to give me the world, eventho you can’t. I understand that you want to keep me safe, and you want me to be happy. I’m sorry I always manage to screw up. But oh well. I’m sorry Daddy, I love you. And i hope you to be as strong as you want me to be. I know you're strong daddy. Im sorry to hear that you're not happy with 'her' after all this while. After what she did to u. But, this is a test from Allah. You have to be strong dad. Things happen for a reason. And im pretty sure Allah has a better reason for this.
Love,
Your little Girl

Moving on

Now it is the right time for me to move on . Move forward and never look back . It is the time to leave all the sickness , all the bad habits , all of the crazy madness behind . It is the right time to change . To change . Yes . Pack all my beloging to move my big ass to that bloody annoying hostel erghh . I hv to do this . I MUST ! 3 sem je lagi tinggal . Cmon syue ! You can do it ! Study is your main focus now dear brain haha . Please please my lil scumbang brain .

Mr right .

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot , who calls you back when you hang up on him , who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat , or will stay awake just to watch you sleep . wait for the boy who kisses your forehead , who wants to show you off to the world when you are in track pants , who holds your hand in front of his friends , who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on . One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU . The one who turns to his friends and says , "that's her" .

Future .

Setelah terepeat beberapa paper sem 2 , satu je sebenarnya . But then sem 3 punyalah pemalas nak mampus bangun pagi susah gila so sem 4 sememangnya akan merepeat paper dengan jayanya . i think semua subject kut . arghhh . So now ive make up my mind macam mana pun nak kena habiskan jugak diploma then terus kerja and get married . Well married tu cuma tambahan je . Hehe . If ada peluang maybe i will futher study but not in agro business . Maybe i should try hotel management . Memang itu yang minat dari dulu kan . Well . Please please please be nice to me dear future . In sha allah aminn !

Muhammad ismail !

Why MARA ?

THIS IS BASED ON MY COURSE
MARA monthly allowance - RM260
From parents - RM300

Print HTR - RM 5.50x6
HTR plant - RM10
MUST GO Course dinner - RM60
Okay download and print this copy - RM4x4
Landscape - RM 4x3 + Bazooka - RM25
Comm note - RM10
Drawing marker - Rm5.50x10
Scale ruler - RM29.90
Broadband - RM100 monthly
Homaigoddd that seems delicious!- RM10 daily except monday and thursday pasar malam - RM20
In the middle of the night and snack , kriuk kriuk hungry - RM70
Hygiene - RM 100
Where the hell is my stationary ? - RM 25
Assalamualaikum ! Nak duit hostel and activity - RM10
Car rent - RM5 per hour ( By bus to kajang-3 to 4hour , Car-2hour )
Imissyou , youmissme , Class where ah ? , Hey mom - RM20x4
Hey can i use your money first ? 1+2+1+3+++ Anddddd its gone (sedekah)
Come on ah lets hangout - RM50 justtttt like that -.-
Sometimes , Eh cantiknya baju kurung ! - RM40

So MARA , why do you think that our monthly allowance you gave us is ENOUGH ? My mom is mad at me everytime i ask for moneyyyy .

Yeah you , PMS like a bitch

When I'm on my PMS , I'm easily get crying . Without any strong reason sometimes. When I missed someone , I'll think about the person , I'll cry . When I need someone , but that person can't be there for me then I'll start crying. I'm started thinking negative , nonsense and bad things . I started imagine something bad will happen when I'm on menstruation . I'll feel everything is happen in a wrong way . I'm easily changed my mood in 5 second . I'll feel like I wanna mad to everybody . I'll talk without thinking . I'll talk with high pitch voice . I'll suddenly being in a bad mood . I hate menstruation . I'll get sick with my own attitude . Bluerghhhh -.-

To be your friend is all i ever wanted , to be your lover is all i ever dreamed !

A Birthday wish for my special love ,
Message sent by the purest dove .
Wishing you happiness and success ,
With eternal love, I must profess .

I celebrate your birth today ,
An amazing King you always portray .
Best friends and lovers all in one ,
We always have the greatest fun .

I only wish the best for you ,
New experiences we will always pursue.
On this special birthday , I’ll hold you tight ,
As our flames of love, begin to ignite .

Many occasions I have celebrated with you
But your birthday is always the most special do
Over the years the love just grew
Knowing that you love me very much too
Thinking of your smiles as the candles you blew
I hope many more birthdays we have in queue
To celebrate together the whole life through .

Happy 20th Birthday Hubby.
May your wishes all come true.
I love you :)

Gerimis Mengundang 2012

Im watching this movie , and im so attracted dengan lagu soundtrack cerita ni . I dont why because i neverrrrrrr like this kind of song !

Kusangkakan panas berpanjangan
Rupanya gerimis, rupanya gerimis mengundang
Dalam tak sedar ku kebasahan
Pernah juga kau pinta perpisahan
Aku sangkakan itu hanyalah gurauan
Nyata kau serius dalam senyuman
Bukan sekejap denganmu
Bukan mainan hasratku
Engkau pun tahu niatku
Tulus dan suci
Senang benar kau ucapkan
Kau anggap itu suratan
Sikit pun riak wajahmu
Tiada terkilan
Hanya aku separuh nyawa
Menahan sebak di dada Sedangkan kau bersahaja
Berlalu tanpa kata
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan
Sia-sia kukorban selama ini
Jika kasihku, jika hatiku Kau guris
Dalam tak sedar ku menangis

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1.Guys aren’t psychic, mind telling them what you mean?
2.Guys don’t like to be used as pawns in trying to make your friends jealous.
3.Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. Better watch out girls.
4.The biggest turn off for guys is to see girls smoking.
5.The biggest turn on for guys are the girls who workout.
6.Girls who don’t want to listen to the truth shouldn’t be asking any questions.
7.Ending a heated conversation with “Fine” or “Whatever” isn’t considered acceptable.
8.If you want sex, just ask.
9.Don’t expect guys to say as many sweet things as they do in the movies. It takes 10 couples to come up with one sweet thing that they put up in the movies.
10.Only models are able to carry off most of the stuff you see in fashion magazines.
11.A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
12.A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
13.Guys need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.
14.Guys don’t care about how gorgeous you are, it’s goodbye, adios, and sayonara if you’re being a bitch.
15.All guys are kinky and willing to try anything that you may enjoy, just let them know.
16.Guys are more emotional than you think. If they loved you at one point, it’ll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
17.A guy would do just about anything to get you to notice him.
18.Guys do not look into minute detailing. So, if you gave up a quarter of an inch from your 20 inches long hair, don’t expect your guy to know that instantly.
19.Guys like porn!
20.Anything said six months ago is inadmissible in an argument. All comments become null and void after seven days.
21.“The game is on” will be considered an acceptable excuse to postpone any serious conversations.
22.Cooking makes a girl all the more attractive.
23.You can’t get mad if your guy refuses to hook up your “ugly friend” with one of his good-looking friends.
24.Nothing you will ever do will entitle you to operate the remote control, unless operating means handing it to him.
25.The only thing left to be said after sex is “goodnight.”
26.Video games have helped men develop awesome finger skills that only encourage them to play more often.
27.Critiquing a man’s driving is outright unacceptable.
28.Guys’ night outs are sacred events. If you ask any question about it, you’ll be castigated.
29Believe it or not, 99.5% of the time men honestly don’t mean to hurt you.
30.Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
31.Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
32.If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
33.Don’t hold it against your guy if he starts to cry after a good sports movie, and was laughing outrageously last night when the two of you were watching an emotional drama saga.
34.Leaving a message like “You know what?! Mmm… Never mind…” would make a guy hanging on to that thought all day long and reach a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. Don’t ever do that!
35.A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
36.Guys love you more than you love them.
37.No matter how much guys talk about hotness or sex appeal, personality is key.
38.When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
39.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.
40.A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
41.Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
42.You like when your guy calls and asks you out for dinner and pays for you, right? Well yeah, guys like it once in a while too.
43.It’s natural for a guy’s eyes to wander.
44.It’s not that guys don’t want to make their girlfriends happy; it’s just that sometimes, they don’t know how.
45.A guy would give his right arm to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.
46.Not all guys are jerks. Just because one is a jackass doesn’t mean he represents all of them.
47.When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he isn’t doing it all for sex. It means he likes you more than you can imagine.
48.Even if you dumped a guy months ago and he loved you, he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be to have you back in his life.
49.Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
50.A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over novels and make-ups.

Memories that cant be erased :)

our new hairrrrrr :))